Sunday, July 17, 2016

The relentless dreams of serenity, the hopeless dreams of forgiveness. 


Monday, January 18, 2016

With these words, I'm left breathless
With these thoughts, I'm left confused
With every moment, I find myself lost, but observant 

Noticing too much
Noticing too little
Noticing I haven't done enough

But I'm not dead, yet
Pissed off, but moving forward

Always forward, not looking back

Regrets

Days come and go, regrets can last forever  
Dreams are fleeting, unless they become reality 
Love only exist in movies and books

Usually you won't realize it, until the tears begin to fall, then it's too late

There's no going back, no redo's, no apologies that can fix things

It's simply life

Sunday, January 17, 2016

The Truth

My dreams were lies
My dreams were a child's hope

Blinded by love, and blinded by fear
I guess nothing was real, but it was to me

I am a naive, gullible, dumb ass
I trust too much

I don't have any true friends anymore
And my Love has walked away

My fault

I guess I'm done, spent
I'm a victim of my own heart

A victim of my own stupidity








Friday, January 1, 2016

Happy New Year

Happy New Year A. 
I'm out of words, and hope
Out of everything 

Live well, and be well
It's all I have left to say

I love you
Good night 

Wednesday, December 2, 2015

My Word

I'm still here
Broken and hurt, but I'm still here

I know it doesn't matter anymore, but I'm still keeping my word to you

Because that's who I am, that's how I was raised

And I still love you 

Happy holidays, I hope you're happy
Sweet dreams 

Maybe

I'm a broken man, maybe delusional, but still hopeful.

Maybe that's all I have left 

Maybe....

Sunday, November 15, 2015

Dear Love

Dear Love, 

Yes, I miss you. 
I miss our conversations 
Our disagreements 

I miss you
I miss you...

Thursday, October 29, 2015

Everyone

Everyone I've ever cared about either dies, or they simply disappear.

So, I make it a point to never get too close to anyone. 

Yesterday

Yesterday's shadows are today's problems. It eventually catches up with us. All of us. 

We try to pretend it's not happening, but it does. We learn to live with it, move on.
But it really never goes away. 




Sunday, October 11, 2015

Hello

It's been awhile, too long. How are you?
My Love,... 

I'm still here, resentful, so full of pain. 
But I'm still here,...  are you?

Sunday, June 28, 2015

I Miss You

Dear Love, I miss you. 
More than I can put into words, I miss you. 

I miss you as soon as I wake up, and right before I go to sleep. 

I miss you. 

You are always in my thoughts, I can only hope that I'm in yours too. 

Dear Love, I love you. 

Goodnight, and Happy Birthday. 

Friday, June 26, 2015

Mo grá

Dia duit mo Grá. Chailleann tú mé, agus smaoineamh ar tú ó lá go lá. Tá mé caillte gan do ghrá.