Saturday, November 15, 2014

Good Night

Good night, good night my Love...
Still here,... still here
Still missing you, still in love with you, still here

Always here...

Saturday, November 8, 2014

Tears

I can't provide you with a large house, a nice car, or a bunch of shiny jewelry. 

The only wealth I can offer you is my heart, the only diamonds I have are my tears. 

The Road

This road,... this lonely road. 
How long have I been walking this road? 

I've seen friends and family come and go, and I still miss them all. I've never mourned their passing, because I'm not that strong. 

I've kept everyone at arms length to spare them from my self destructive nature. 
And I'm sorry for that....

Most of my life I've been a floor mat, a step ladder, a shoulder to cry on. Nothing more. Then I'm tossed aside to be forgotten, a guilty mistake. 

No moving forward, no hope, just stagnate, and dreaming.  

All I have anymore are my dreams. 

Monday, November 3, 2014

Always Waiting

Angels weeping over lost love, dreaming of what could be, sleeping endlessly because I only get to see you in my dreams.

The softest part of heaven is in the touch of your skin, your eyes only remind me of what I hope could be, would be.
Walking these lonely dark streets without you is a pain I'd hope nobody else experiences. We walk the same road, but separately.

I'm yours, take me, leave me, I'll always be your man.
All you had to do was smile and say hello, I knew,... I knew I'd always love you.

Tears falling like the city we live in, moments of clarity, followed by pain.
Waking in the middle of the night talking to the ghost of you, only to roll over to wish I never woke.

I'm incomplete without you, and you without me, yet we need to make everything so complicated.

I've always loved you, always have, always will.
You, all the bad, and the good, I love you.
Never walking away, never giving up hope.
Always waiting.