I'm Human

I always seem to find a way to sabotage everything that matters to me

I'm an idiot, controlled by fear

I'm human, I have no excuse, or an explanation

 

 

Run

I want to scream, I want to run

Run far away from everything, and everyone I know. 

Just run

It's been so long since I felt like I belonged anywhere, I almost don't remember what it felt like

Holiday's and birthday's pass without a phone call, Facebook doesn't count

Intimacy is a stranger to me, just a little affection, a brush of the skin, a hug, a kiss

It's rare, and almost nonexistent 

On the outside looking in