The relentless dreams of serenity, the hopeless dreams of forgiveness. 

With these words, I'm left breathless

With these thoughts, I'm left confused

With every moment, I find myself lost, but observant 

Noticing too much

Noticing too little

Noticing I haven't done enough

But I'm not dead, yet

Pissed off, but moving forward

Always forward, not looking back

Regrets

Days come and go, regrets can last forever  

Dreams are fleeting, unless they become reality 

Love only exist in movies and books

Usually you won't realize it, until the tears begin to fall, then it's too late

There's no going back, no redo's, no apologies that can fix things

It's simply life

The Truth

My dreams were lies
My dreams were a child's hope

Blinded by love, and blinded by fear
I guess nothing was real, but it was to me

I am a naive, gullible, dumb ass
I trust too much

I don't have any true friends anymore
And my Love has walked away

My fault

I guess I'm done, spent
I'm a victim of my own heart

A victim of my own stupidity

Happy New Year

Happy New Year A. 

I'm out of words, and hope

Out of everything 

Live well, and be well

It's all I have left to say

I love you

Good night