Everyday

Everyday is new, if you can take the time to look at it. If you're willing to just stop... and observe. You might be lucky to notice the settle nuances of everyday life.

Next time you have a dream, try to enjoy it.

I'm Fine

Different from my goal's and hope, different from my "old self", and more. Different from what I'm expected to be. Expected to be more, and not allowed to be any less. Just wanted a family and maybe a normal life. Never asked for much, and alway's grateful for what I received. The 'Welcome Mat" has become worn out... so now I feel it's time to walk away.

The Curse

Depression is a curse. It's unrelenting and unforgivable, and seems to alway's stalk you.

Today and Everyday

Dear today, and hopefully tomorrow. I don't want to die, but there's alway's a chance.

I'm the Asshole

I'm the asshole, seriously.

I'm the shitty friend, family member, boyfriend.

They've been there, a lot more for me than I was ever for them, and more.

Arrogant, and self righteous, I thought I knew it all.

Now I know better, but it may be to late.

Rat Race

I miss my friends, I miss my family.
I miss talking to some one.
I live in a community of small talk and fanatics.

Going through the rhetoric of life, neither sad nor happy, just here, just surviving.
Getting bored with my music, and my movies.
A steady pace, the long road of loneliness.

Looking forward, keeping strong, trying and hoping for more.

Still Being Me

Inhale, take your time... think, then exhale.

Ask questions, experience, learn.

Dreams, some of them interconnected, and still, dislocated.
Interpretation, could be based on personal bias. Your choice. Your dreams.

Understanding the choices you've made, and understanding your feelings, with no apologies.....

Continuing the journey, curious and content. A series of experiences, still living, and still wanting to be me.

Relax

Intoxicated.... I've been living at work for the past seventeen days, I need to get away, a vacation. Just a bit of time to relax.

Sides

Sides.... why do we always take sides? It's either black or white, right or wrong. What is the purpose of existence, when we're so negatively focused on the petty difference's?

"WANTED: Gnome-napper hits Kennewick home

By Paula Horton, Herald staff writer

Kennewick A garden gnome has gone missing and his owner has called the cops for help.

Binwinkle is described as a “collectible garden gnome,” with green clothing, a red hat, white beard and holding a mushroom, Kennewick police said.

He was lifted from the east side of the property, just off the garage, his owner said in the theft report.

Binwinkle was taken sometime between noon Saturday and 6 p.m. Tuesday in the 3400 block of South Dennis Street.

There’s no word if police have any suspects.

For more crime news, see Friday’s Herald and tricityherald.com."

AAAAAAAAAA!!! Every one lock the doors, and hide under your blankets at night.

Wow, this is news?

Read more: http://www.tri-cityherald.com/2010/06/10/1049180/wanted-gnome-napper-hits-kennewick.html?mi_pluck_action=comment_submitted&qwxq=2201977#Comments_Container#ixzz0qX4bMOeb

Better Than Me?

I watch a Documentary, called "Dig!", I really get into one of the band's.
I look up there first two albums and buy them, they're really good.
I think "My brother, Jim will love this."
I look up the rest of there albums, I see the album cover for there fifth release "Thank God for Mental Illness".
I realize he knows them better then I do.

Think

Love might be a give or take situation, regardless of the promises, but sometimes things just click. Then you realize you're both making you're own rules that work for both of you.... who cares what others think.

Take the time to understand each other.